The Final Act: The Ball.

Went to Manila Peninsula with my friends (carpooled, yes.) It was really fun, and the cookies we made along the way were heavenly. We arrive at the venue, and we had a hard time looking for seats, and I told that to someone and that lead to sort of kicking someone out of their table, which really ruined my appetite when we ate.

I took lots of photos of friends, teachers, and me. Well since they're not my teachers anymore, friends? They used to be my teachers but they were my friends at the same time. hmm...Teacher Friends! *insert yay here*




Just when I thought that this night would be so much fun, my friend...well is it early to say FO? Anyway let me quote my YM Status:
"Not trusting someone is bad, but asking them to trust you when you dont trust them back is worse."
Yeah that's all I have to say about this Jerk. It was for his own good, and in the end I can't believe that he made me cry. I just hope that he realizes that what he did was wrong and apologizes...AGAIN.

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All in all, the Graduation Ball was really fun, I drank a milkshake with the Ramos Family who treat me as family, which is really nice of them and they brought me home, got home at like...1am :P

Fading Feelings

You know one of those moments where in you just want to lie down and do nothing? Well right now, I'm having one of those moments. Just earlier I realized that I had crushes on a lot of people, but I never knew how much it hurts to know that one of them used to like you back, that's the thing, USED TO = PAST ergo asta lavista feelings!

Ugh. I hate feeling so emotional.

-to be continued.

Are we really friends? Was I a fool to believe that?

Your laugh still rings in my head. It is so loud that I would want to rum away from that place. I keep imagining that time where you just laughed at me, when I felt so embarrassed. I put up a facade and laughed at your insult instead, letting you think that it didn't affect me. Boy, you are a fool.

Or am I?

Should I keep believing that all those days that we've gotten to know each other, I doubt if you knew who I was, what I felt, and how I take things. The question is: Are you really my friend? or were you just using me as a vent, where you can brag all you want, tell me about your problems. Let's face it, from the way you were acting before and the way you're acting now, there wasn't really much change from the day I met you.

Why do I keep seeing the good in people? People kept telling me about how I should just stay away from you and go with the flow and ignore what you say. Let's face it, most people tell me that you're all talk.

At this point, I don't really think that I can end my school year peacefully knowing you are making a fool out of me.

Birthday Coming Up Wish List Here You Are. :)

My birthday's coming up, and I really want to give people who want to give me something for my special day. It sounds a little conceited, but I never really planned on showing this to anyone else.

Make-Up: there really comes a time where a girl gets curious with make up, which is very natural in a girl's life, so yeah.

Forever 21:I've always wanted to go and shop there!

Nail Polish:I just wanted to try!

Canon Wide Zoom Lens (18-200mm): If someone ever gives me this, OMG :D

SpeedLite: I love photography :) if you didn't notice.


PlayStation3: I have a gamer side in me.


Assassin's Creed: The reason why I wanted to have a PS3. hahahaha